Poem: Trapped By Your Own Voice

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Brentleigh John sent us this poem encapsulating the effects of a life spent in fear of stammering.

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Trapped By Your Own Voice

By Brentleigh John

In this life of existence
I struggle to speak
Blocking on words with a scream underneath.

Worthless, useless, emptiness — I feel every day
Like my potential has been lost and withering away.

Anxiety and loneliness grip my soul
Self-hate is tightening — I am done with this toll!

Fear and isolation cancer my days
And I often wonder if there is another way.

From speech lessons to programmes, I often attend
But lessen my attention
And my life is miserable — once again!

Why does this voice trap my happiness tight?
Why can't I break free into the light?

No more holding back, no more tears
It's time to be brave, courageous and free

I will navigate this labyrinth of daily humiliation
And change this cursed narrative with determination as my ammunition.

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